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people seem to live life through a hall of mirrors
they understand their actions
and they reap the awards
people are always like
you so pretty
you so funny
to people
for me
i talk to people
they never talk to me
or they’ll talk
but the kind of talk
where they want to walk away

I just don’t understand
what I do to repel people

rant, because i have no where else to go

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

I FEEL SO IGNORED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED, AND TIRED

that’s all I have to say

3 days before school starts

Fact # whatever about Facebook: When they’ve been “Married” on Facebook for a while to one of their casual friends, and then all of the sudden it changes to Single, that means they’re single and looking. This could be the time for the hunter to go after it’s prey

But that’s dumb

Because the hunter needs to become a fisherman, and get to know his friends more

Ok that metaphor was dumb

But I’m half asleep

So shit
Its fine in my heart

Half my friends are in college
I don’t know what to do.
I effing miss you all
Even the people I didn’t really get to know
The people where its still awkward between us
Just bahh
I’m bad at goodbyes

Sometimes I feel under-appreciated
just another person that people walk by
Look at
I look fine
So they just continue to walk
Well
I say I’m fine
But I’m not really sure deep down
Cause I’m afraid of going deep down again
Because last time it was pretty scary
Ahahahhahahahahaa I don’t know why but I’m thinking of Outback Steakhouse
I’ve been thinking about Outback for a while
Last time I went was in Florida
It was really trashy
But I kind of want an awsome blossom
Even though the heart burn would be killer

I don’t even know what I’m talking about or why I’m still typing

Today was unusually a good day
Even though nothing has gone to plan

3 days to school
I need to read my book
And get some supplies
Woops Madison

Moth

life is the kind of bitch that opens doors half open
turns a man into a dreamer
one that wants to achieve something he never could fully do right
makes it seem like that the light out the door is
the solution
lets some freedom from a monotonous world seem visible
so you run to the light
leaving all sanity behind
for you don’t know how long life will keep this door open
so you rush
but try to keep it cool
for you don’t want life to close this door
keep cool you remind yourself
for its more like doing a trapeze than a simple walk
for once you jump, let go to the bar you’ve been holding onto your whole life
and let yourself fly
the light disappears
the show is over
cling back to your bars
and its back to all that you ever knew